please,stay with me..

Apa yang aku nk share kt sini, betul-betul apa yang aku rasa sekarang..
please don't go..please stay.. I need you..
oh Allah, I need you the most..
I'm weak..
I don't have the gut to keep on believing, I try my best..
but 'it' always distract me, oh Allah..
I hope I can cry now..
I don't know what to do, besides of telling you what I want, hoping that you would give me the true happiness..
I may look happy, but inside this, deep in my heart, I cry, I waiting, alone..

please,stay with me..
for the rest of my life..
I pray and wish the best for us..
for both of us..
we both want the best for 'this'..
but it seems doesn't simple to make it real..
there's so much triumphs and disaster we have to face
keep on walking..
for another 3 years,and forever..
I pray for the best..
you're serious enough to face and get this relationship..
you tells me that you won't give up..
trying to comfort both our parents..
our beloved..
I just can smile..
May God bless you in any way..
I wont' forget about our future aim..
we have a beautiful life..
and I'm struggling to get through all these challenges..
so that in future,
I can smile and sit beside you..

I just can pray..
for now...
besides of berusaha, we will face this life together !
under Allah's blessings :)

thinking of you :

Tuhan memberikanku cinta
untuk ku persembahkan hanyalah padamu
Dia anugerahkanku kasih
hanya untuk berkasih berbagi denganmu
atas restu Allah ku ingin milikimu
ku berharap kau menjadi yang terakhir untukku
restu Allah ku mencintai dirimu
ku pinang kau dengan Bismillah

hampa terasa bila ku tanpamu
hidupku terasa mati jika ku tak bersamamu
hanya dirimu satu yang aku inginkan
ku bersumpah sampai mati hanyalah dirimu (hanyalah dirimu)

atas restu Allah ku ingin milikimu
ku berharap kau menjadi yang terakhir untukku
restu Allah ku mencintai dirimu
ku pinang kau dengan Bismillah

atas restu Allah ku ingin milikimu
ku berharap kau menjadi yang terakhir untukku
restu Allah ku mencintai dirimu
ku pinang kau dengan Bismillah

yeah, we still young

that's why we need to think now

show to our parents that we had thought deeply

to change this relationship

through the right path..

mencari keredhaanMu..

semoga dipermudahkan segala urusan ku dan dia..

I'm waiting~